Can't fight the feeling!

Me: mom, wat u cook tonite?

Mom: Can't u see the Big prawns? Is hanguan fav. Ask him wan to take dinner at here tonite?

Me: No, he wont come. he wont come to our house anymore. (in very low voice)

Arghhh~

i can't fight the feeling again when i heard it.

My tear start rolling in my fucking eyes AGAIN! is AGAIN!

Such a JACKASS I am ~

"Is hanguan fav"

why u care him so much? He is WORTHLESS!

but, this should be the best time to tell her everything,
but still...i CAN'T!

my heart telling me that i will start crying again if i did tell her the true now.

No, no way to cry!

sob

Dear, wat i gonna do?

im lost